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Nyarlathotep
byH. P.Lovecraft
Written early Dec 1920
Published November 1920 in The United Amateur, Vol. 20, No. 2, p. 19-21.
Nyarlathotep... the crawling chaos... I am the last... I will tell the audient
void...
I do not recall distinctly when it began, but it was months ago. The general
tensionwas horrible. To a season of political and social upheaval was added a
strangeand brooding apprehension of hideous physical danger; a danger
widespreadand all-embracing, such a danger as may be imagined only in the most
terriblephantasms of the night. I recall that the people went about with pale
andworried faces, and whispered warnings and prophecies which no one dared
consciouslyrepeat or acknowledge to himself that he had heard. A sense of
monstrousguilt was upon the land, and out of the abysses between the stars
sweptchill currents that made men shiver in dark and lonely places. There was a
demoniacalteration in the sequence of the seasons—the autumn heat lingered
fearsomely, and everyone felt that the world and perhaps the universe had passed
fromthe control of known gods or forces to that of gods or forces which were
unknown.
And it was then thatNyarlathotep came out ofEgypt. Who he was, none could
tell, but he was of the old native blood and looked like a Pharaoh. The fellahin
kneltwhen they saw him, yet could not say why. He said he had risen up out of
theblackness of twenty-seven centuries, and that he had heard messages from
placesnot on this planet. Into the lands ofcivilisation cameNyarlathotep ,
swarthy, slender, and sinister, always buying strange instruments of glass and
metaland combining them into instruments yet stranger. He spoke much of the
sciences—of electricity and psychology—and gave exhibitions of power which sent
hisspectators away speechless, yet which swelled his fame to exceeding
magnitude. Men advised one another to seeNyarlathotep , and shuddered. And where
Nyarlathotepwent,rest vanished, for the small hours were rent with the screams
ofnightmare. Never before had the screams of nightmare been such a public
problem; now the wise men almost wished they could forbid sleep in the small
hours, that the shrieks of cities might less horribly disturb the pale, pitying
moonas it glimmered on green waters gliding under bridges, and old steeples
crumblingagainst a sickly sky.
I remember whenNyarlathotep came to my city—the great, the old, the terrible
cityof unnumbered crimes. My friend had told me of him, and of the impelling
fascinationand allurement of his revelations, and I burned with eagerness to
explorehis uttermost mysteries. My friend said they were horrible and
impressivebeyond my most fevered imaginings; and what was thrown on a screen in
thedarkened room prophesied things none butNyarlathotep dared prophesy, and in
thesputter of his sparks there was taken from men that which had never been
takenbefore yet whichshewed only in the eyes. And I heard it hinted abroad
thatthose who knewNyarlathotep looked on sights which others saw not.
It was in the hot autumn that I went through the night with the restless crowds
toseeNyarlathotep ; through the stifling night and up the endless stairs into
thechoking room. And shadowed on a screen, I saw hooded forms amidst ruins, and
yellowevil faces peering from behind fallen monuments. And I saw the world
battlingagainst blackness; against the waves of destruction from ultimate
space; whirling, churning, struggling around the dimming, cooling sun. Then the
sparksplayed amazingly around the heads of the spectators, and hair stood up on
endwhilst shadows more grotesque than I can tell came out and squatted on the
heads. And when I, who was colder and more scientific than the rest, mumbled a
tremblingprotest about “imposture” and “static electricity,”Nyarlathotep drove
usall out, down the dizzy stairs into the damp, hot, desertedmidnightstreets.
I screamed aloud that I was not afraid; that I never could be afraid; and others
screamedwith me for solace. We swore to one another that the city was exactly
thesame, and still alive; and when the electric lights began to fade we cursed
thecompany over and over again, and laughed at the queer faces we made.
I believe we felt something coming down from the greenish moon, for when we
beganto depend on its light we drifted into curious involuntary marching
formationsand seemed to know our destinations though we dared not think of
them. Once we looked at the pavement and found the blocks loose and displaced by
grass, with scarce a line of rusted metal toshew where the tramways had run.
And again we saw a tram-car, lone, windowless, dilapidated, and almost on its
side. When we gazed around the horizon, we could not find the third tower by the
river, and noticed that the silhouette of the second tower was ragged at the
top. Then we split up into narrow columns, each of which seemed drawn in a
differentdirection. One disappeared in a narrow alley to the left, leaving only
theecho of a shocking moan. Another filed down a weed-choked subway entrance,
howlingwith a laughter that was mad. My own column was sucked toward the open
country, and presently I felt a chill which was not of the hot autumn; for as we
stalkedout on the dark moor, we beheld around us the hellish moon-glitter of
evilsnows. Trackless, inexplicable snows, swept asunder in one direction only,
wherelay a gulf all the blacker for its glittering walls. The column seemed
verythin indeed as it plodded dreamily into the gulf. I lingered behind, for
theblack rift in the green-littensnow was frightful, and I thought I had heard
thereverberations of a disquieting wail as my companions vanished; but my power
tolinger was slight. As if beckoned by those who had gone before, I
half-floatedbetween the titanic snowdrifts, quivering and afraid, into the
sightlessvortex of the unimaginable.
Screamingly sentient, dumbly delirious, only the gods that were can tell. A
sickened, sensitive shadow writhing in hands that are not hands, and whirled
blindlypast ghastlymidnightsof rotting creation, corpses of dead worlds with
soresthat were cities, charnel winds that brush the pallid stars and make them
flickerlow. Beyond the worlds vague ghosts of monstrous things; half-seen
columnsofunsanctifled temples that rest on nameless rocks beneath space and
reachup to dizzyvacua above the spheres of light and darkness. And through
thisrevolting graveyard of the universe the muffled, maddening beating of
drums, and thin, monotonous whine of blasphemous flutes from inconceivable,
unlightedchambers beyond Time; the detestable pounding and piping whereunto
danceslowly, awkwardly, and absurdly the gigantic, tenebrous ultimate gods—the
blind, voiceless, mindless gargoyles whose soul isNyarlathotep .
© 1998-1999 William Johns
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